The Fortune.
Art : Fortunate?
By Sakuan.
My name is Foe at least that is what people call me for short. This is a fortune I think I have or had, a moment…
The Fortune.
The moment I realized how fortunate I was was the day my life changed forever, I always looked at myself as a victim, rightfully so but I had to open my eyes and see that wasn’t the way to go, I had to come to the reality of where my life was going if I was ever to think that way, I had to grow up in some sense and that is what a lot of us need to do. Sometimes you are a victim but what do you do when you are one, do you stay there? Do you put yourself on a pedestal and act like you are the beginning and the end, or do you step down a couple of steps and look at where you are going before you go there? Our ego can take over our lives, and we soon find ourselves in situations we don’t want to be in. To make matters worse it is hard for us as human beings to admit we are wrong, it is hard to see where we are wrong and that is something that I look at and shake my head at, I can see how bad it can get and yet I am not exempt from that, it is a thing that happens, it is a thing that will keep on happening and I don’t know why it does but it does. Of course, I want to change, of course, I want to be a better person than what I was yesterday, of course, I want my life to be great, of course, I want to be admired someday, of course, I want to be there for myself when I need to, and of course I want to fit in this society that I have to abide by, it is all hard but what can I do, it is life and in life you have to adapt.
Currently reading [Women by Charles Bukowski]
