CRY.
I woke up and these words kept ringing in my head, I know how to stop them but only for a while…
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
I AM A FAILURE
Then I learn how to think and it goes away, then it comes back without a warning, why am I this way, my life feels stagnant but I can’t give up because I know I can do a lot of things with the knowledge I have, I hope a door opens up for me, this is what I hope, but that is just that at the end of the day a hope…
It goes away and then it comes back, I am a troubled person, I feel like my mind isn’t mine at times but that is just that, a feeling, nothing more nothing less, I can’t even fail right.
What is dignity and contempt? I think both of these two linger in my head and it gets harder to separate the two at times…
BY Nu Nazareth.