Go.

Art : Fear.

By Sakuan.

See places, be at places, travel the world, experience the world, and have fun, that is what I ought to do, but I can’t do that right now. The reason being, I still feel like I have a lot of things to do, I still feel like I need to be a part of something bigger, and I still think I have a long way ahead of me but there is only one problem and that is something that we all deal with, that is something that we cannot escape, time. We need time, I need time, and yet I have no time, that is what it feels like, at least I have things that I am into, things that I can spend my time doing. I hope at the end of it all I look back at what I did and smile at all the accomplishments that I managed. I have my own fears and sometimes they can be of failures, sometimes they can be of success, a fear of how to handle a success or a failure. How do I become something special despite all the struggles that I might go through, how do I become a person of substance, how can I matter at the end of the day, what can I do that people are going to remember me by, does it even matter? Does any of these things matter, do I need to become someone great for me to be satisfied with my life? How come shame is not a part of this struggle? I am glad the way things are going for me, I am glad I get to do and be whatever I want, we are here on borrowed time, a hundred years is not that much especially if you have goals you are aiming for…

Travel, go to places to experience more, to learn more, or so they say.

Yours truly,

Josiah.