HAIR.
Art : HAIR.
By Sakuan.
You are insecure because it is not there, you always tell people it is not what they think it is but deep down you know it is exactly that.
You take care of it because it gives you some sort of confidence, I wish I didn’t rely on it, but it is what it is. Can someone please help me with this, I can care about other things I know that for a fact.
Please come to my help, I can’t go outside looking like this, I feel like I am a prisoner in this body of mine, I just want to look good, I just want to be presentable, I just want to be like, need I ask for more or something?
The other day I was looking at it and I saw it start fading away, when can I accept it as it is what it is? I say I am strong but we all know I am not when it comes to this, I am telling you this because I want you to know all my insecurities and I figured this is a good place to start.
I didn’t appreciate it enough when I had and not that it is fading away I don’t know what to do other than accept it for what it is.
One, two, three… I keep counting until I find out what is going to happen to me, every day I look at myself trying to convince myself that this is nothing but a fluke, maybe I am way deep into my head with this, maybe I will be fine, maybe I am over thinking it, maybe it isn’t as bad as I think it is.
The problem is that I compare myself to other people which is a valid thing to do, but when do you tell yourself enough is enough, when do you say STOP! When do you give yourself a break? When do you stop breaking your confidence?
Hair, dare I say HAIR?
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