Barely.
I barely made it out, I saw my life flash before my eyes and it made me sad, I was scared to think at one point. “What if I brew the wrong thing?” I used to think but then it came to me, I can only do some things perfect and I can only be a person who cares through virtue. I get scared from time to time, I look back at my life and what I have accomplished and sometimes I cry because I have done a lot, and yet I feel unaccomplished, I talk myself into doing good things, I can only imagine what my life would be life it I stayed where I stayed.
I was in a dark place and I woke up still in the dark place and when I want to do something I do it, when I feel like my life is falling apart I hang onto something new, no one is there to support me, no one is there to give me what I want, no one is there to accept me for who I am. I have to make my own luck, I have to make my own opportunities, at least that is what it feels like.
Life-based on luck and how you utilize your opportunities, that sounds great but sometimes you have to accept your reality whatever that is, I can only imagine how many people fall into the same hole, again and again, thinking this time things are going to be better, I can only imagine the fear in one’s eyes when they realized they have been on the wrong path for the past ten years. You look up and realize you matter no more, your job isn’t your job anymore. I can only imagine what a carriage company felt when cars were invented, it is either they adapted or curse at the gods for how unlucky and unfair life is.
I think adapting to the inevitable is the answer…
By Nu Nazareth.