High Love.

Art : High Love.

By Sakuan.

This is how you repay me? I love you more than I love air, I know I can be annoying at times but I do not care about that now, I need you more than I need air, I know you don’t feel the same about me but who is to say I don’t love you, this is my pledge to you, I will go to hell and back for you and you know this.

I once fell in love with a shadow, they were always there but I never saw them, I don’t know if I was consumed by love or lust, sometimes it is hard to differentiate the two, I can tell that I was head over heels for this shadow because I couldn’t sleep without thinking of this person. People say I am crazy, maybe I am, I speak to myself every now and then and no one ever tells me I am in the wrong, this is who I am and this is what I have become, I know someday or rather one day I will make something of myself and let people know who I am at my core, but when will that happen? I have been saying that for the past five years and I still don’t know where to start, I don’t know who to call and I don’t know who to run to.

I have a lot that I want to share with another soul, I have things I need to speak out but no one to tell them too, the shadow was good ears but they are here no more and now I am left alone, I tend to my own wounds while hoping I am doing a good job tending to them. Sometimes I am glad I am all alone but at what cost? It is never worth it to suffer inside alone when you can have someone by your side.

Easy for you to say, now what about TRUST?

Ahh, well…

By Nu Nazareth.