Knot.
Art : Water churns…indulge me.
By Sakuan.
Attraction is a very scary and crazy thing when you think about it, some people obsess over other people and it can’t go without being mentioned how crazy this is. It is a natural thing but it needs to be looked at thoroughly, I think I understand it but do I really? I have seen people do more and more things that they would personally deem out of character just to get the attention of other people, I can’t lie I have done this myself, and in hindsight, it is crazy to think that I ever did the things that I did. We can be a part of something special I thought and I was right because I had a vision but we will never know if it was the right vision because it never came to fruition, we will never know, we can speculate all we want about the things that we want, about the things that we could be a part of, about the things that could have worked and things that couldn’t have worked. I can give myself all the excuses I want about how life could have been easy if I chose a different path and I might be right but I might also be wrong because there are people out there who chose that path and it did not work out for them. What I am trying to say is that we never know about the future and we never know about what could have been, speculation might be all good but it is not the reality, I am still trying to understand the concept of regret, whether it is worth it or not, we could always hope that things would have been better but we don’t know for sure that they would have been better, I don’t assume that because not everybody who chose that path was successful, so what makes you so unique that it would have been different for you? These are just thoughts that keep me up at night.
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