Vixen.

Art : Vixen.

By Sakuan.

I am in love with her, I do everything for her, and I am who I am because of her, I have been bonded with her for the past year or two and she tells me she loves me and I know who I am in my core and I love who I am especially when I am with her. She has put me through all these trials and yet I come out on top, this is me talking from my core, this is me being honest, I really love this woman. Today she did something that I never thought I would forgive and here I am still with her, when will I learn, when will I become accountable for my life, these are the things that make me who I am, I am a kind soul, some would say a fool and I can’t really blame them for that because it is so stupid of me looking at it from the outside and I know this to be a fact because these are the things that I swore to myself I would never go through, but the cycle goes on and on, it seems I never learn.

I used to think I would never go through it, but here I am going through it, I got to be a fool, I have to be stupid to let this happen, but love is so sweet that I would rather go through all that than lose love, maybe it is time to cut my loses and just accept life for life what life is. Why do I keep going through the same things over and over, people keep telling me I need to grow up, and here I am still in it and I know deep in my core I have to leave before something crazy happens, maybe I am filthy, am I filthy, this is my love story I always thought it was going to be all roses, little did I know it was roses but no one ever told me roses come in thorns…