Creek.

Art : Camera…

By Sakuan.

Tonight I cry for the life that could have been, tonight I cry for who I could have been, tonight I cry for who I was supposed to be, tonight I cry for what the world is going to miss, tonight I cry because tears are free. I accept the challenge of life itself but no one ever taught me the course, I have to struggle my way out of it, I am offered time but at what cost, I am here as a genuine candidate but no one wants to hear me speak. Nothing is happening for me and I don’t know where to go to next. I believe in myself but the world doesn’t believe in me, I was made this way, the world doesn’t wait for me, and I have to chase my dreams, if only I knew where the starting line is, I could clearly see the finish line but I am still looking for the starting line, I don’t feel like doing anything, does this make me lazy or just unmotivated? I cry for my life and for the lives of those who will never experience what I have to offer, I know I can do more but then again where do I start? That is the question indeed. I was told I could make it and I know I can but I still have to find where to start, I can’t think of anything, beggars can’t be choosers, I know that but can I at least decide which path I want to take, I mean I could but that would be too good to be true, it can happen but it doesn’t happen a lot.

Pay for your sins, they will always hunt you, you will always say what you have to say to get out of trouble, these aren’t words of wisdom, this is the reality I have to live with, I write not because I want to prove something to you, I write because it means something to me. Sometimes I think, “If only I could make a deal with the devil.” But then I catch myself and realize that…

By Nu Nazareth.