Alright.

Art : Not Us…

By Sakuan.

I can’t vent to no one, I have these feelings inside me that never come out, I know one day they are going to burst out one way or another and I know I can handle it when it happens, at least that is what I think. I wish I had someone to share these feelings and thoughts with, but life hasn’t been good to me so far, I can’t really say that because I am only looking at this from one perspective, if I were to squint hard enough I could make out this other path that I am missing but at the time I am to focused on one thing. Two things can happen at once, I can focus on multiple things and still be normal and healthy, I have to tell myself this and believe it. In just a blink and ten years have gone, I still have dreams and I still think the whole world is ahead of me. As a man I am not as restricted because I can put off having a family longer than a woman can, in that sense I am allowed to take my time to figure out life before, just because that is the case does that now mean that I do that? See this is what I am talking about, that is the only perspective I can see and I try my best to see any other perspective but it is hard because I know there are people who took this perspective and still got what they wanted in the end and why can’t that be me?

Alright this is the time to change, I keep saying this to myself and I can only imagine what life can be if I took another perspective but I will never know because that is not the reality I am in, my thoughts are not a reality they only become a reality once I act upon them, thoughts are only but the beginning of something great or something terrible and perspective is one hell of a thing, alright?

By Nu Nazareth.