Hey Look.
Art : Lizzy.
By Sakuan.
Hey look, right now I’m in a place where right and wrong is intertwined, trying to figure out what to believe gets tricky sometimes. I think too much, I decided to start putting my thoughts on paper, this way I don’t feel like I’m wasting my thoughts, sometimes I really have brilliant thoughts that could turn into something big, I think.
The hardest thing about trying to make a career doing what you love is hope, it’s both the easiest and hardest thing to have towards your work and you as a person. In the end, you just hope it’ll all be okay and you’ll be fine.
Right now there’s so much chaos in my head, I think that’s weird considering I’m a loner. I’m all alone and I can only imagine how it’ll be when I invite someone else into my life. I get wildly invested in the things I pick up, which makes me wonder at times, is this life or am I not living, is focusing on my creativity, and isolating myself from the world really living?
Then it hits me, if I don’t do this then there’s nothing else I could do, and better this than nothing. Hard work pays in a lot of different ways and I wish this was communicated clearly to me, US, when we were younger. Hard work pays in a lot of different ways not just financially. I’m aware of a lot of people who quit when their hard work doesn’t pay them financially. I still hate the fact that everything revolves around money in our society, I hate that, I really do, who am I to talk maybe I’m only saying this because I’m not financially successful yet.
Money is the whole reason we spend almost a quarter of our lives in school, some even more than that, and after all those years in school, you’re not even guaranteed the money you’ve been seeking your whole life.
On the other side of things when you think about it, if society didn’t revolve around money then nothing would be done, people won’t offer to do the jobs that are considered low tier. These jobs are the ones that keep our society intact and healthy. The way our society is set is actually a miracle. It just works and it hasn’t been this way in a long time, not long ago our leaders were based on who your parents were. If you were poor you were poor…
I Finished reading [In Her Boss’s Arms by Elizabeth Harbison] on December 5, 2021. -(Took me 7 days, this was my third book)
I started reading [Island of the Blue Dolphins by Scott O’Dell] on December 6, 2021.
