Not Knowing…

Art : The Lonely Trinity.

By Sakuan.

Not knowing is interesting. Something is going to happen due to your actions or lack thereof, but you don’t know what. A gift and a curse I would say. A lot happens both in your head and around you when you don’t know. There are a lot of questions to be raised by you, and by people around you when neither of you knows what’s going to happen.

Not knowing a gift and a curse:

Not knowing whether what you’re doing is a crime or not.

Not knowing if she’s going to say yes or no.

Not knowing if they’re going to give you the time of day.

Not knowing if your child is going to turn out well.

Not knowing if you did enough in your lifetime.

Not knowing if God is real or not.

Not knowing if the good is good and if the bad is bad.

Not knowing if “they” are hiding something or not.

Not knowing if he still loves you.

Not knowing if she still loves you.

Not knowing if they’re judging you every time you speak.

Not knowing if you’re welcomed where you are.

Not knowing if you’re appreciated enough.

Not knowing your full potential.

Not knowing if you’re good enough for them.

Not knowing if you’re good enough for the world.

Not knowing if the path you’re taking is the right path.

Not knowing what the future holds.

Not knowing how your future will be affected by what you’re doing now.

Not knowing how to appreciate yourself.

Not knowing how to express yourself.

Not knowing how to ask for help when you’re suffering inside.

Not knowing if it’s going to rain today.

Not knowing what love is.

Not knowing why people do hateful things.

Not knowing why people look for something to believe.

Not knowing what to believe.

Not knowing how to talk to other people.

Not knowing how to make friends.

Not knowing if joining a community is good or bad for you.

Not knowing the disease that’s eating you up.

Not knowing if he’s the father or not.

Not knowing when’s the right time to lean in for a kiss.

Not knowing if he’s going to lean in for a kiss.

Not knowing when to ask her to make love to you.

Not knowing when he’s going to ask you to make love to him.

Not knowing when he’s going to propose.

Not knowing if he’s going to say yes after you propose.

Not knowing if she’s going to say yes after you propose.

Not knowing if their parents approve of you.

Not knowing if their friends like you.

Not knowing if you are able to have kids together.

Not knowing if you’ll be a good parent.

Not knowing where your marriage is going.

Not knowing if they are still happy with you.

Not knowing if they still find you attractive or sexy.

Not knowing if it’s you or them.

Not knowing if they’re lying to you.

Not knowing if you are doing the best you can for them.

Not knowing if they appreciate everything you do for them.

Not knowing if what you’re doing for them is enough.

Not knowing if they find you boring.

Not knowing if their ex was better than you in bed.

Not knowing if it’s your instinct or your ego.

Not knowing if your hard work pays off in the end.

Not knowing when the end is going to be.

Not knowing if you should follow science or religion.

Not knowing if you put enough salt in your stew.

Not knowing if you’re eating healthy.

Not knowing if you’re doing enough exercises.

Not knowing if it’s okay to ask for help.

Not knowing if it’s okay to cry.

Not knowing if it’s okay to be vulnerable in your partner’s arms.

Not knowing if they’ll keep on loving you this way forever.

Not knowing if you’re enough for them.

Not knowing that it’s okay to not know everything that there ever was.

Not knowing if the mean justifies THE END.