Repeat.

Art : Max.

By Sakuan.

“Say again something one has already said.”

I sat there and watched everything happen, it happened so fast, I did not see it coming. I wasn’t aware of who I was or who I was supposed to be, this is a sad day to be alive. When you wake up and all you get is bad news, what has this world come to? Nobody stays on your side anymore, no one is ever there for you, no one ever comes to your side, you are special but no one ever tells you, no one knows you, no one gives you a chance, they sit down with you and have a talk about something, you are special they say and they keep saying that wishing you would do something about it but nothing is done, no one is ever going to listen to you, the words will come out of your mouth but no one will listen to them, you will have people tell you a bunch of sweet nothings and you will believe them because what else can you do, who else can you be without people ever judging? Of course I want a happy life, of course, I want to be there for you, of course, I want to believe in myself, of course I want good things to happen to me, of course my life can be so much better than what it is right now, do I want to keep on moving, do I want people to know who I really am? These questions always go unanswered and there is nothing special about that, these are tough times, these are people who know what they are doing, you can’t compare them to me. I say a lot of nothing, but there is always something in those nothings so listen and read carefully.

By Nu Nazareth.