CHARLIE.

Art : Charlie, Charlie…

By Sakuan.

This goes to both sides, how do you expect me to listen to you when I don’t trust the messenger? How do you expect me to have faith in you when you have no faith in me? I don’t understand how this makes sense, people usually say you need to listen to both sides and that is a valid thing to do but it is a bit hard to do because you need trust in the first place and when there is a doubt that there is no trust then you find yourself in a weird spot where you don’t know what to do or you don’t know whether to believe or not. Why would I offer my time and ears to the other side when the whole time all I can think of is the messenger is not there because they are qualified to be there but they are only there to meet a quota? How do you expect the world to work through that? You can do whatever you want they said and you can become anything you want they said, these are all true but only to some extent. How do you regain someone’s trust? Does the trust ever fully come back? These questions I ask not because I know better but I ask because they plague me too, I don’t know everything, I can’t know everything, that is impossible, I have to stay productive for my own sake, I need a purpose in life, I need a reason to be here, I need a reason to exist, I need to be who I want to be in peace. My brain is corrupted but I am not sure if this corruption is good or bad, sometimes you need to be corrupted to see the light. The concept of light doesn’t work without darkness.

By Nu Nazareth.