FEEL.

Art : Sapphire.

By Sakuan.

I feel a lot of things, I feel a lot of things, I became numb to my thoughts, time moves so fast, I am not aware of my life, I need to get my life together, what life? The stage is set and the people are free, my mind is free and I am proud of it, at times. A god has spoken and the god wants its due, the money is plenty, the people who make it are no where to be found. I watch everybody work on themselves, I watch everybody chase the point of life, money. I know you will tell me that is not the point of life, then why do we spend the first twenty two years of our lives in a school, why are we to go to school, it is all about money. When you don’t have money you are a nobody, when you don’t have money no one will listen to you, when you don’t have money the world will pay you no mind, when the gavel hits the table the riches flee away. Money spills out of rich people’s pockets and I linger nearby hoping some would drop into my purse, I wait and wait but nothing ever happens, the door is open, the people are speaking, the time has come, it tend to do that a lot but then it goes before anyone realizes what it has done. Considering what I do and don’t do I realized I am taking my life for granted. Spill the beans and tell me what I can do, spill the beans and tell me what my life can be like, spill the beans and tell me I am a failure, I know I am a failure but do you have to keep telling me that I have failed? Who are you? Why do you want me to fail so bad? I have done this for a long time, I share my thoughts, this is the only way I can let them out, I have no one else to share these thoughts with so I share them with my future self.