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The people who give their lives for something bigger than them, I respect you. Are you a grown-up if you get a job? Are you a grown-up if you get a family? Or are you a grown-up if you decide to take responsibility? The latter seems to make more sense to me, but the other two reasons can be signs of adulthood but not necessarily the case. Responsibility is everything and now that we know that does the magnitude of it matter and who is to scale it? Who am I to say this exists and this doesn’t, I know nothing and that is a fact, nobody knows everything but we come together and somehow turn a small knowledge into a collective, and all of a sudden we know a lot, and sometimes perhaps too much. We get curious so we learn but forget to remember that some things that we learn mean nothing to us and will never ever mean anything to us and yet we feel like we need the knowledge.
I just had a dream that I was finally in a relationship where the woman loved me and I loved them. I wonder what this says about me and my thoughts, does this mean this is what I long for? If only science could explain what dreams really are, or even if they had meanings. They are something and that is for sure, I just don’t know what. I give my life to something and I never give up, I give my life to my beliefs and believe that something great will come out of it in the end, I don’t know if that will happen for certain but I have faith. I speak my mind and hope to be heard but that is never the case in most instances, I do not care to be liked or loved, I just hope my work moves somebody to become a better person…
If I could have done something different in the past would I have done anything different? Well, wouldn’t you like to know…
By Nu Nazareth.